Jauh di mata dekat di hati
20 October 2005. Ada pepatah yg mengatakan, jauh di mata, dekat di hati. Setelah jauh makin kerasa betapa seseorang itu sangat berarti…hu..hu..hu.. Pagi ini dimulai dengan bazz bizz buzz teman2 yg tidak tau malu meski sudah dipasang tanda status forbidden lengkap dengan kata-kata "tugassss…" utk memperjelas makna si tanda palang putih tadi. It’s funny how people could easily stimulated by your personal status in YM or by that forbidden sign. The more you ignore me, the closer i get (Morrisey). Hehehe.
But then, when i really listened to them, it made me realize how much they miss me! How this miss-ing thing starts from a very small thing that you usually do. Even your "natural behaviour" or even if you do nothing that important for them. Well, at least it looked like i didn’t do nothing but accompany them to some places, or listening to their many kind of stories or helping them in times they needed so much… in short, by just.. being there for them. Small things, i guess.
And being missed by other people brings warmth in your heart. That you really meant for other people, for your friends. I never valued myself in the sense that i’m really "that important" to other people, hahaha. But on the other hand, i’m kind of feeling guilty for not being there. I’m sorry prendz. But at least, i’m not leaving you all permanently… thanks to YM
Warm Regards,
Herni
